I cannot get e mail from blogstream...bounce or otherwise...it has been that way for a long time & I don't know why. Now, out of the blue, I cannot get comments. I have changed nothing, but whatever happened, I cannot undo, I have tried. I tried to delete my last post 5 times. And "they" think I want to pay for this service? I cannot get my password sent to me as I cannot get mail from blogstream, and of course I cannot edit as it tells me my password is incorrect & I cannot change it w/out getting the correct password at my email which does not get mail from blogstream & hasn't for the past year. I never put a stop to it, but am about ready to put a stop to blogging as I am just about over it...almost.

But I do have to vent. Speaking of bounce, I went out & bought the biggest, stinkiest box of Bounce that I could find as I read on line that mice hated it. I see no evidence that they hate it, but I hate them like I have never hated them before in my life as they have invaded my junk room/house/garage this last month are so. Bubba needs me to toss all I can from my junk room so he can wall in the insulation where they have burrowed. When I can cringe through the mousie poo, I am piling crapola into sacks & he is hauling the sacks down to the junk yard to crush into junked cars to put into land fills to go under the earth & will someday soon hopefully wall up where the mousies have invaded & destroyed what is left of my sanity. Ugh! I just cannot hang! & it is so damn hot & I get a hot flash & see a mousie (there was 1 in the washer this morning! & I freak!!!!

It's OK to see 1 outside, or when I was younger...in fact it ain't so bad seeing the little mother buggers, but the poo & pee-geeezzz I cannot get a grip on my adrenalin. Is this the medication or the mousie or me? & I cannot get an answer unless someone emails me at gollyned2@yahoo.com & I cannot hang out in my bedroom as I saw 1 in here last Tuesday & my muscles are all spastic & tense & I find it so hard to relax & breath & it's just a little mouse.

Today, I watched "The Green Mile" to try & change my perspective on mousies. I used to take it in stride a lot better I dunno why I am so hihg strung about it now, and I surely do not like being this way.